What if I change the things I say So it sounds better in your ears I can tell you exactly What you want to hear What if I change the way I dress So it looks better from your view I can pout my lips to fame And be pretty instead of true I've been trying to stay real And true and proud who I am All those ideals of how to look I've been trying not to care But I'm still holding my breath I'm still watching every step I'm still tip-toeing away When I'm getting to ashamed of myself I don't want to be your let down I'm scared like hell I'm not enough I don't to be your failure anymore I don't want to be your let down I'm screaming loud without a sound Have to find a way to Be the best of me Failure scares the hell out of me And the music that they're liking Says nothing about the way That I am disappearing So I'll keep it to myself Though I'm mostly quiet I've got a lot to say But nothing seems to please you So I'll keep it to myself I don't want to be your let down I'm scared like hell I'm not enough I don't to be your failure anymore I don't want to be your let down I'm screaming loud without a sound Have to find a way to Be the best of me Failure scares the hell out of me If I'm not good enough for you Am I not good enough for you? Your expectations I can't live up to, no I just want to be someone To mean something to anyone I've got to hurry up to be someone I am fading can you wake me up So I can be, all those things that I've been dreaming of I'm the fall, this is the cutting of my wings Oh you're killing my belief To be myself And if I can't make my own way I quit