Check this out Lot of pain in my heart Steady tearing me apart I keep it quiet, low Wear a mask, stay in silence though Always acting like I'm happy when I'm really not, uh This pain got me numb Got me feeling like a robot Damn Really been through a lot Got caught up in my feelings Stuck up in my head Stuck up in my brain Tryna deal with all this pain Yeah, it's driving me insane, uh I've been working on myself Staying in my own lane I'm not acting like I'm different Everyone got pain Acting like we not the same This light minute game I've been fighting with myself tryna come out on top And I'm never gonna stop, uh To the me that I'm fighting Get your shit Used to chill with the block Now it's me and my thoughts Looking in the mirror, telling myself to kick rocks I wanna be a better me, uh Really trying my best Tryna heal the broken heart in my chest Feeling kinda des, yeah Kinda stressed Still trying my best Really putting myself to the test, yeah But this pain in my heart really tearing me apart I just want a brand new start, like, uh Second chance with a brand new heart Word