I don't care if I grow old My stomach wil bite with the blistering cold Yeah I feel alright I will cry and I will drown I would die in this sleepy little town Yeah I feel alright And I've tried and I've cried And my mind it says don't love her But it don't matter what my hearts got to say And she's gone, got to move on Only dreams are meant to shatter And the tide how it always washes away And I haven't laughed in a long time And it doesn't really matter to say That I don't think about her And it doesn't really come my way If I could then I would doubt her And life doesn't really seem to shine And I don't think about her Almost always all the time And I will lie on soiled ground My whisper leaves without a sound Yeah I feel alright I don't know what I've been told But this life isn't supposed to be this cold Yeah I feel alright And I've built a shield Unable for anyone to get near Fortified strong Unable for one to hear Disdain and pain Of one who lived here before When there were no walls, ceiling or floor Happiness shines all around you Till it spreads like the warm sunlight Sadness leeches till it becomes you Strangles love in the middle of the night And I have built a castle Miles high and miles long With these walls all around me I can be hurt by no one No more damage can be done I don't really see Better days to come to me Fallin together I don't really find Fallen days are lost in time Its all gone Say so long It's been a while now So long sweet child now and say its alright Have a joke and a smile We'll hang out for just a little while Have a toke and a smile We'll hang out just for a little while