I've battled depression I've learned every lesson I've questioned all that I believe I'm so sick of stressin I'm in need of blessings This weapon keeps pointing at me At times I feel hopeless but people don't notice This closure just won't set me free And it's hard to focus I live in commotion But silence is all that I need I feel so alone and I'm so far from home That's why I just keep dying inside And I hate my past So my instincts to run Cause I don't got nowhere to hide I can't get away from me Can't get away from me I can't get away from me Can't get away from me Give me the blame I know I can't change I pray for the sun But I dance in the rain I can't get away from me Somebody pray for me Yeah yeah yeah As I get older My heart just turns colder The love that I chase made me run Don't cry on my shoulder My empathy's over I'm haunted by all that I've done Ohhh I live in this coma I'm jealous of sober These vices and battles have won She begs me to hold her but I still ain't told her That I can't not love her I'm numb I feel so alone and I'm so far from home That's why I just keep dying inside And I hate my past So my instincts to run Cause I don't got nowhere to hide I can't get away from me Can't get away from me I can't get away from me Can't get away from me Give me the blame I know I can't change I pray for the sun But I dance in the rain I can't get away from me Somebody pray for me Yeah yeah yeah