I tried to drown it out, but it just keeps searchin' Demons lerkin' on both sides pulling tryna hurt me And I can't draw without trynna make it picture perfect This is the whole reason why I just can't get off the subject Yeah, I know Yeah, I know That I can go up from here with brighter days ahead Yeah, I know Yeah, I know There will be times that I won't have to fear When negativity is dead I'm a volcano Building were about to blow I bit my tongue so many times I ripped it out my throat Can't see the future when it's covered up by lies of smoke Don't take me serious Guess I'm looked at as a fuckin' joke But you hear me now Your probably saying this is dope Yeah, I started from the bottom Built the fuckin' totem pole No, I didn't have to sell my soul But you gotta do what you gotta do to make the mud tires roll bet Yeah, I know Yeah, I know That I can go up from here with brighter days ahead Yeah, I know Yeah, I know There will be times that I won't fear have to fear When negativity is dead I do what I have to do tonight to make my way in life You gotta pay to play Times fade away You can never get it back; Facts I'm on chapter thirty one Still a-lot life I haven't done I'm still battling the kick of habit Negativity is one I tried to drown it out But it just keeps searchin' Demons learkin' on both side tryna hurt me And I can't draw it out to make it picture perfect It's the whole reason why I just can't get of the subject Yeah, I know Yeah, I know That I can go up from here with brighter days ahead Yeah, I know Yeah, I know There will be times that I won't fear have to fear When negativity is dead