God, I wanna be grateful
Don't wanna stare at these four walls so much I hate 'em
While everybody else's kids have yards to play in
And I'm still saving
God, I wanna be grateful
Don't wanna stare into my phone until I'm jaded
Look at my body in the bathroom mirror and want to trade it
For something greater
But what if I
Have more than I can comprehend on the other side?
And resurrection's not about getting everything before I die?
Oh God, help me be satisfied in you
God, I wanna be grateful
God, I wanna be grateful
Don't wanna look at others' happiness with envy
While my joy crumples up and bleeds like my son's IV
How is he still smiling?
But what if I
Have more than I can comprehend on the other side?
And resurrection's not about getting everything before I die?
Oh God, help me be satisfied in you
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God, I wanna be grateful
I wanna look into the mystery of that table
Where before broken bread, spilled wine, pain, and betrayal
You still were able
To be grateful