Felt your eyes landing on me from across the subway car, and I don't know Ugly body standing, completely unaware of who you are They're only clothes And I find it funny you think you know me when I don't even know myself Doing just fine under pressure Prideful secrets in my dresser Never thrive, I fucking hardly feel alive Introspectively know I've never felt comfort in my gender Hijacked planes landing on the runway by the boulevard, and I am scared It doesn't feel good lately to be on the outside looking in Boku wa Tsukare sugiru yō ni nattakara umorete kure Oh my God, I'm so flawled Never understanding who I am I'm half man But never pretty, never pretty Oh my God