Taking time to feel it out
Cause I know this just some shit I'll never figure out
I feel like God too busy booked with everybody else
It's hard to reach him, am I really out here by myself
I'm counting blessings and I shouldn't but I'm hating hell
It makes no sense shit is this tense when I start living well
Please forgive me of all of my sins man I just couldn't tell
There gotta be a reason for it, told to keep believing moving forward, let's explore
I'm fighting faith and ducking devils on a daily basis
They stay trying to embrace me, impossible to take it
I'm looking at the changes, there's better days
Riding a different wave, I put my feelings in a cage
All the unsettled pain was on my face
So now I'm stepping silent, cause I'm tired of trying
Still defying all the odds
Mugging hard, somebody get a smile up out me
Mugging hard, somebody get a smile up out me
I know
I know
What's really real ain't always real
And that's the realest shit that you don't know
I know
I know
I gotta couple things to figure out but still,
I'm pushing forward, looking forward
I know, I know
I'm meant for more, I'm tryna soar, the plight's a sore sight
I know
I know
God bless my soul for what I don't say on tracks
Still on go cause time don't slow and I know there's a tax
Tension so thick and clock is ticking too
But less of that and more the fact that I keep picking shoes
Trail is made by walking, stepping like the coolest dude
Function till the finish, I'm just fighting for an opener
I know I'm getting clues, so I'm following the thread
Cause I'm committed to contrast
Save the concern cause in the construct I wouldn't last
When will y'all learn that you don't know what I know
Don't flow like I flow
You can keep your thoughts, it's a penny for your side note
I'll bring you along but still a song ain't quote for quote
But you could quote this, I notice
I know a couple things, like the way that I ain't been the same
Guess we give it up for change
I know this time really ain't been the same
I guess we give it up for change
I don't know