Holdin', holdin' back Holdin', holdin' back Holdin', holdin' back Holdin' back From saying all the words to get me my freedom Wish I could pick the locks between my teeth I'm so pretentious sometimes No one understands me Wish I could untie my tongue and lick the slate clean Don't ask me to be honest Then crumble when I let loose Don't ask me to be honest then lie Don't ask me to be honest Then fumble with your truth Don't ask me to be honest and then lie Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back And what if God is really a Woman? And from her holy body comes a man But 'till we're willing to return to the void to the nothing Then we will never ever find a way to understand Just be honest don't crumble when I let loose Just be honest, don't lie If I'm honest, don't fumble with your truth Just be honest don't lie Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back Uneasy, impatient, frustrated, holding back