Keep the blinds shut I can't deal with today I am not okay Build a castle In this bed of mine, build a moat around my mind I'm just going through it Why do I always do this Gotta remind myself Gotta remind myself Is this the golden hour? Rainin' on me April showers And don't you forget And May I interject, like June, July You're hot like the summer Gets darker when it's colder You just want it to be over I wish I had what you have When you're lookin' like, lookin' like that Lookin' like that, lookin' like that I'm surrounded By people I don't know Can I just go home I just wanna be alone While everybody's thriving I'm over here just trying To keep on smiling Smiling, smiling Is this the golden hour? Rainin' on me April showers And don't you forget And May I interject, like June, July You're hot like the summer Gets darker when it's colder You just want it to be over I wish I had what you have When you're lookin' like, lookin' like that Lookin' like that, lookin' like that Sometimes I just wanna be sad Wanna feel good but only feel the bad Sometimes can't see all that I am And all I have Is this the golden hour? Rainin' on me april showers And don't you forget And May I interject, like June, July You're hot like the summer Gets darker when it's colder You just want it to be over I wish I had what you have When you're lookin' like, lookin' like that Lookin' like that, lookin' like that Is this the golden hour? Rainin' on me april showers And don't you forget And May I interject, like June, July You're hot like the summer