I just turned 26 and she is 23 She wore a crusifix but never preached at me We'd stay up all the night until the day was dead I got the fear of God inside my broken head Wanna fly away And change my ways I'll beat myself to death while she sits next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love but life's against up me But I am my own worst enemy I try to get some sleep, her arms are over me I'm staring at the walls, they're closing in on me The sun bleeds through the blinds, it washes over me Today's the day I tell myself to set me free Wanna fly away And change my ways I'll beat myself to death while she sits next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love but life's against up me But I am my own worst enemy Feel... wanna feel it... wanna feeel it... wanna feel it Wanna feel it... wanna feel it... I wanna fly away And change my ways I'll beat myself to death while she sits next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love but life's against up me But I am my own worst enemy Worst enemy Worst enemy Worst enemy