I know that you will never understand the reasons for how I feel I would stay if I had the words to say to go back to how things were Streams of light cascading down from the sky droplets of divinity Don't purify in fact they just hurt my eyes show a glimpse of what I should be But that's just how it is I know I never had a chance I thought I might If I could find A way back to you But I know I know I know I know I know I never had a chance Temperamental from a sudden descent to this pit of isolation Emotions race the feelings of love disgraced the fog blocking out the sun Please take back this realization that this life cannot be enough There's something more that I am not destined for a glory I'll never know But that's just how it is I know I never had a chance I thought I might If I could find A way back to you But I know I know I know I know I know I never had a chance Maybe it's better up in heaven my love Maybe it's better up in heaven my love