Frustration
I been fightin' my sleep I'm swerving
I don't cry but I keep on cursing
I'm just tryna see my purpose
No patience
Thinking "how can I be so sure of it?"
Figure I don't see the serpents
But it might not be for certain
I hate the race
I just need some money can't stop till I see some (uh)
Running can't keep up can't get enough I ain't been sleeping (uh)
Might release in front of everyone just for my piece of mind
Fixate
But before I let this out?
Just wait
Should I confront this shit now?
Its straight
Maybe I should sit this out
But if I don't do it now it's about to get ugly
But if I don't do it now it's about to get ugly
Frustration
I'm stuck can't find what I'm searching
Hate fixing myself I need courage
I tried but it's not working
No patience
Been sipping I'm speaking in cursive
I'm tripping I need a rehearsal
I'm falling short of what's perfect
Yeah
Pulled up and I came unannounced
Showing love with a dap and a pound
Calm on the surface but I'm screaming now
My shorty upset she can't figure me out
Asking for help it just isn't allowed
I mean that's what it feels like when your skin is brown
Today I went off on somebody
Cause I ain't like the way a nigga name was pronounced
Stressed out finna throw in the towel
X'd out
I don't owe you a vowel
Verbatim I created a sound
Look up see my grandmother smile
But I'm still going crazy cause she not around
That's why I walk with my head down
But if I don't do it now its about to get ugly
They tryna hold me down
Party don't stop
All you better stop
Money don't stop
People don't stop
No it don't stop
Everybody ball
Everybody ball
Oh you gone- oh you wanna-
Yeah you wanna ball
Sometimes I lose my cool
I don't know what to say
Sometimes I lose my cool
I don't know what to say
Sometimes I lose my cool
I don't know what to say
Sometimes I lose my cool
I don't know what to say