There's a tightness in my stomach
A ringing in my ears
Never-ending cycle
Caught up in the gears
Feel it in my fingers
Under my skin
Every breathing out
Every breathing in
The not
The not knowing
The not knowing
Put it on the table
Lay my armor down
Let the wolves come knocking
And circle around
The not
The not knowing
The not knowing
But the world keeps turning around
And I just can't turn it around
Words keep falling out of the sky
Like the dark behind your eyes
The not knowing
The not knowing
Take a cup of water
Go to the water's edge
Pour it in the river
And watch it move ahead
Don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I've been
I just watch the water
And wonder where it ends
The not
The not knowing
The not knowing