Smoking on camera Living like a Rockstar You would'na never made it this far You would'na never made it this far High like NASA Mommy say that I'm a superstar You would'na never made it this far You would'na never made it this far Be yourself Free yourself We living in hell eh We living in hell Be yourself Free yourself yeah We living in hell yeah We living in hell right now Fake like a wrestler Girl I don't know who you are You ain't had to take it that far You ain't had to take it that far Love left my heart scarred Played my strings like a guitar You ain't had to take it that far You ain't had to take it that far I swear I couldn't believe it yeah When I was tryna keep you happy You were busy tryna keep all your secrets yeah And we're just two different people Never meant to be and now that I see it yeah I'm killing all the love that I had for you And damn it I feel it It's not a wonderful feeling Smoking on camera Living like a Rockstar You would'na never made it this far You would'na never made it this far High like NASA Mommy say that I'm a superstar You would'na never made it this far You would'na never made it this far I swear I couldn't believe it yeah Back when you broke my heart I never gave you a reason And I could never do you wrong I hope you know that I mean it yeah (Yeah) If you really wanna leave You could leave I been feeling defeated It's not a wonderful feeling Real nigga character Certified gangster Who would've thought I'd make it this far Who would've thought I'd make it this far Boy with a lion heart Moving like the mafia Who would've thought I'd make it this far Who would've thought I'd make it this far You were happy I was not How to feel heaven in hell Saying I'm cold in the heat of the sun Tin tin come tin tin fun Little drummer boy's drum Beat to the tune of your sound I was blinded by Lucifer's son How does the morning star survive Every day it's the Northern lights Fly away now Peter Pan Your shadows still attached Greatest power I'll ever have Far away go free your mind And stay out of mine My highest self denied In your eyes I live a lie Left the city in the rear view Gig bag in my carry on Whole life in a suitcase Cause I'm tryna be a Rockstar This life is the moments we have at arrivals The time in between that I'm feeling deceased Walking dead out on these streets Been fucking around but I keep that discreet But you know you're my sunshine And I've been living in the dark Never meant to leave so long But you swear that it's alright Just pretend that it's alright And I could love you anytime Like a dream I can't recall Faint just an outline Vacant a half life Bleed still you run dry Feels like I lost us Craving a past time Say you should come down And I could love you anytime Like a dream I can't recall Faint just an outline Vacant a half life Bleed still you run dry Feels like I lost us Craving a past time Say you should come down And I could love you anytime Like a dream I can't recall