So I knock you down, To keep you around I push so hard to give in To try and pretend Laid off you with nothing But I can try and try Till the end I try I'll try to keep it all the time And I, I thought I had it I thought I had it right Trying so hard to pretend This time I thought I had it right Trying so hard to pretend This time I thought I had it right You make it so hard To tell the difference between this and reality I feel so out of my head Now but I can pretend But I can try and try Till the end I try I'll try to keep it all the time And I, I thought I had it I thought I had it right Trying so hard to pretend This time I thought I had it right Trying so hard to pretend This time I thought I had it right