I'm dying inside and trying to show it I put up the signs but nobody would know it It's hard to act strange when weird is normality I know it's my fault but I wish they would notice me I dropped a song with no notice a cry for attention I titled it "Shadows" my own intervention Nobody reached out as a means of prevention But that song was a note listen closely you'll catch on I feel so misunderstood More than I ever thought I could be I walk through this neighborhood Homeless but I'll say I'm good Mumbling new wave and rapping to trap Not making my own beats man what's up with that Has anyone noticed the theme to this act They said it was strange but they still bump with that That's the response from those who have my back It's no wonder kids coming to school with a gat Kill a few phonies and then fade to black They'll act so surprised by the outlined attack As if caught off guard by the obvious track Or avoiding admitting the love that they lack It's much harder to notice than turn a blind eye Pills ignore what without saying why Messages read but get no reply Despite failed attempts I reach out I try Cover the sting with some bling keep the lowest ones high Laugh it off they can't see you cry I feel so misunderstood More than I ever thought I could be I walk through this neighborhood Homeless but I'll say I'm good If I bring them joy I feed off the energy If I annoy it feels like the end of me Circus freak sideshow I just want acceptance Sing and tell jokes to those who bear witness I put on a smile to become a jester And still all the while the suicide pesters Don't mean to provoke her I'm pleading with God My gimmick's a joker so I'm Jason Todd I am so misunderstood Much more than I ever should be I die in this neighborhood Homeless but you say I'm good