Empty rooms in my chest
And in my head
I'm watching scenes from my childhood
Even I try to let it rest
I'm diving down in an ocean-deep mood
What have I done?
Why am I here?
Should I run for a life
When I wanna sleep?
Who we are is not what you see
Cause there're stories underneath
Got' rotten cells in my veins
They're carrying poison into my brain
I'm afraid I'm never gonna change
These lucid dreams haunt me even when I'm awake
Chaos, drugs, lies, feeling alive in the night
Money, socials, bullshit, rushing like there's nothing around
Time flies, betrayals
Witches, burn them all alive
God, mute these rumbling scars
The things we did scream who we are
Everything counts no you can't lie
What we do tears us apart
That's the reason we're dead inside
All my friends are the same as me
Wearing fucked up vans like "try to walk in my shoes"
When you're real and your broken soul bleeds
No one gives a shit about you in this worldwide blues
What have I done?
Why am I here?
Should I run for a life
When I wanna sleep?
Who we are is not what you see
Cause there're stories underneath
The things we did scream who we are
Everything counts no you can't lie
What we do tears us apart
That's the reason we're dead inside
The things we did scream who we are
Everything counts no you can't lie
What we do tears us apart
That's the reason we're dead inside
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHY AM I HERE
I COUNT THE DAYS TILL I SEE WHAT'S LEFT OF ME
I'M FUCKING LOSING MYSELF AGAIN
FOR JUST A LITTLE PIECE OF DREAM
SHUT THESE VOICES IN MY HEAD
AND MAKE ME DISAPPEAR
The things we did scream who we are
Everything counts no you can't lie
What we do tears us apart
That's the reason we're dead inside
The things we did scream who we are
Everything counts no you can't lie
YOU CAN'T LIE
Can't you see that we are dead inside