Day one we were smiling Laughing Enjoying each others company Being around you is where I always wanted to be But not no more Never going back to before You claim I used you But I ain't ever use you You never saw the light in me Now you will never see Never get the chance So now goodbye I have to go I have to leave You and I You and us There we go again I just can't keep a girl around 'Cause them too much pain My heart I guess the truth in me they found I'm just a hopeless romantic Breaking more and more Trying so hard not to panic But my mind is so soar Same old thing Over and over Never gonna find the one worth the ring This is why I am never sober I feel alone and lost The line you crossed Back at step one Talking Trying to pawn But they keep on walking Keep on talking I don't really know where this path is taking me Still i'm numb I'm something I don't want to be I just want to feel loved But love is evil spell it back wards It means the truth Never moving forward Never will it truly sooth Only temporary healing Do you catch my drift What I'm feeling The pain and thoughts will never lift Only go away for awhile Come back sooner or later Even if I dig a hole down a mile Bury them so deep in my head One day I'll be reminded I remember everything Can't I be blinded Naw just remember everything What a shame Stuck with every pain Now never smiling Only wish of dying Sick of this endless downhill On the roller coaster of pain Main I swear people think emotions are just a game Only try hurt people to feel good about them self Now a days This worlds a crappy place And I'm stuck in it at my own pace Think I'm in last place People I don't wanna see or face Last of my kind And I think I lost my mind Going insane I hate the rain And the thunder crashing down But i can't get around I'm alone Deleted everyone I know out of my phone Running from my problems Burnin all my albums Every old girl i blocked But the pain still never stopped I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic Never meant to find the girl in my dreams I'm just a hopeless romantic Hopeless romantic Hopeless romantic