I'm lost in my thoughts Haunted by my memories Fortify my heart To face the days ahead of me 'Cause sometimes the pain Comes for you I'm held hostage by the truth That when it's time it's time There's nothing I can do But keep my head up and make it through I've lost too many people In too short of a time The ones I love's Not all I've left behind How can I move on When I'm so torn inside It's easier to just live a lie I've missed too many chances To speak my mind Watched them pass While I'm paralyzed The pain I felt Turned me numb inside Like emotional cyanide This is my dying light Searching for a better life Learn from the one I left behind All I know is I have to leave Just like they had to leave 'Cause I'm not done Turn around out my face to the sunlight Take a step tell myself that I'll be fine Feel the pain let it burn on the inside Send up another prayer for a lifeline Needless to say what you mean to me Proud to by product of legacy Championing family through ministry I am unbreakable thanks to the ones who have gone on before me I've lost too many people In too short of a time The ones I love's Not all I've left behind How can I move on When I'm so torn inside It's easier to just live a lie I've missed too many chances To speak my mind Watched them pass While I'm paralyzed The pain I felt Turned me numb inside Like emotional cyanide This is my dying light This is my dying light (This is my dying light) I've lost too many people In too short of a time The ones I love's Not all I've left behind How can I move on When I'm so torn inside It's easier to just live a lie I've missed too many chances To speak my mind Watched them pass While I'm paralyzed The pain I felt Turned me numb inside Like emotional cyanide This is my dying light This is my dying light