Lock myself in the dark Try to fake some security Where the better things are And my shadow can't follow me Something's haunting me Charades and fever dreams I'm holding desperately to what's left of me, before I fall apart Searching for anything to fight these enemies But my only enemy is in my heart Losing friends as fast as I've been losing sleep It's overcast and I'm always six feet deep inside my mind So this is goodbye Goodbye Take a drive in my car Try to find my reality Slam my fist on the wheel Over again until my knuckles bleed Cause I wanna feel something Stuck in a fever dream Make me believe something More than this fever dream I'm holding desperately to what's left of me, before I fall apart Searching for anything to fight these enemies But my only enemy is in my heart Losing friends as fast as I've been losing sleep It's overcast and I'm always six feet deep inside my mind So this is goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye