It's a long way back, the phantom scream that lies in wait for me The night awakens all my demons, I can't go back All the ways that I have memorized you Let go Oh the waking goes, in all the ways you seasoned for the wolf It's a fight to rid my mind of all you borrowed, I can't go All the ways that I have memorized you Let go I want to fight it all, I want to fight, I want to fight it all The fray, the way the midnight oscillations come (back and forth and back) I want to fight, want to fight it The way the midnight modulates the wounds that stay from sleep to waking up (And forth and back) I want to fight, want to fight it I want to fight it all