Nobody believed in me
So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell
But I don't need you sympathy 'cause I got a dream and
I'mma just keep going 'cause I owe it to myself
Burn out, black out in the deep end
Throw out my inner demons
Screaming are we drowning, no more frowning
No more clowning around
Now back in a loop, now back to the same old rut
Every time I think I see the way out the door is shut
Some of y'all want Rex disappearing
Guess what I got no means of leaving
That's shallow shallow for a whacko
Now feeling lonely Benny Blanco
Down on myself, half past twelve
Take the blocks down off the shelf
Build it up, knock it down
And you know what I say
Nobody believed in me
So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell
But I don't need you sympathy 'cause I got a dream and
I'mma just keep going 'cause I owe it to myself
Cause I owe it to myself
Cause I owe it to myself
Cause I owe it to myself
I am not your lab rat, I'm not your space monkey
You threw me off a cliff like an adrenaline junky
Fight it, repeat it, deny it and delete it
If you ain't up on my level things are getting consequential
And we cut the instrumental, face these facts into your skull
Bleeding scars out through a pencil, no the moment's never dull
Wave that around with all your momma's money, bling bling
If you ever felt redundant then it's time for you to sing
Nobody believed in me
So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell
But I don't need you sympathy 'cause I got a dream and
I'mma just keep going 'cause I owe it to myself
Cause I owe it to myself
Cause I owe it to myself
Cause I owe it to myself