Nobody believed in me
So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell
But I don't need you sympathy 'cause I got a dream and
I'mma just keep going 'cause I owe it to myself
I'm awake now, say I'm awake now, say I'mma, I'm awake now
Cause I owe it to myself
I'm awake now, say I'm awake now, say I'mma, I'm awake now
Cause I owe it to myself
This passed year has really taught me a lot
That the things in life we think are stable, really not
You know I, I learned a lot from meeting likeminded people, seeing their vision made it clearer with my own ideas,
But things have changed I have awaken from these daydreams
I know I'm working hard and they gonna pay me all my wages for my favourite thing to do, still got so much left to prove,
Only beginning but soon I'll be winning and laughing at all of the asses that turned their nose to the vision, they only wanted to fit in
But thats ok cause now I do whatever I want,
I dress how I want and do as I please, you see me in my baggy jeans with a beanie plus a geansaí that is oversized,
Camera in my hands and then they realise,
And awaken to the fact that I been making all my dreams and aspirations a reality but honestly all that matters to me is myself and my family, plus the friends
Burn out, black out in the deep end
Throw out my inner demons
Screaming are we drowning, no more frowning
No more clowning around
Now back in a loop, now back to the same old rut
Every time I think I see the way out the door is shut
Some of y'all want Rex disappearing
Guess what I got no means of leaving
That's shallow shallow for a whacko
Now feeling lonely Benny Blanco
Down on myself, half past twelve
Take the blocks down off the shelf
Build it up, knock it down
And you know what I say
Nobody believed in me
So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell
But I don't need you sympathy 'cause I got a dream and
I'mma just keep going 'cause I owe it to myself
See I'm awake, see I'm awake
Cause I owe it to myself
See I'm awake, see I'm awake
Cause I owe it to myself
Reinstating that I'm awake, reinstating that I, I, I, I
I'm awake now, I'm awake now, see I'm a, I'm awake now
I am not your lab rat, I'm not your space monkey
You threw me off a cliff like an adrenaline junky
Fight it, repeat it, deny it and delete it
If you ain't up on my level things are getting consequential
And we cut the instrumental, face these facts into your skull
Bleeding scars out through a pencil, no the moment's never dull
Wave that around with all your momma's money, bling bling
If you ever felt redundant then it's time for you to sing
Nobody believed in me
So I had to be my own person when I walked through hell
But I don't need you sympathy 'cause I got a dream and
I'mma just keep going 'cause I owe it to myself
See I'm awake, see I'm awake
Cause I owe it to myself
See I'm awake, see I'm awake
Cause I owe it to myself
I'm awake now, see I'm awake now, see I'm a, I'm awake now
I'm awake now, see I'm awake now, see I'm a, I'm awake now