Flesh decays and the matter fades Rusty veins no they won't ever change I go in till only bones remain In a kitchen just to fry my brain Cause I'm just a file that needs converting She'll call me when it all starts hurting Scream inside but I'm fine on the service Fuck suicide Ima write till I earn it Your in denial ain't no recital Already gone upon arrival Heart need revival I ain't entitled No need to dial I'm destroying vitals Playing viagra boys cause I love sports I am dumb and suppress my thoughts Blue heart blue hair it's yours I ain't stopping baby I want more Cause I don't know Quite where to go Just lead my love to cold And bleed my blood till it's froze