Sometimes I wonder what's going on with you 'Cause since last summer all I see's solitude This life's a bummer unless you make it cool Through rain and thunder storms I still won't play the fool Holding by a thread hanging off the coat rack You're still in my head I just hope you know that Everything I said I could never take back Or I would never say that 'cause I know you hate that She think I'm a heathen nothing to believe in looking for a reason just to live Lucky to be breathing life is so deceiving speaking what I dream into existence Every single season people keep on changing I don't know the reason why it's like this Crying out and screaming like dying out and bleeding right until I wake up scared as shit I'm love sick Got no one to do these drugs with In public stumbling around like fuck it Never meant to make you feel like we were rushing Should of gave another topic of discussion Night falls missed calls Too bad you don't miss me at all They say the grass is greener on the other side I must of heard that shit a hundred times Oh forbidden love so sacred Forgiven trust so secret No giving up this evening When you said you love me did you mean it Did you mean it did you mean it When you said you love me did you mean it Did you mean it? She think I'm a heathen nothing to believe in looking for a reason just to live Lucky to be breathing life is so deceiving speaking what I dream into existence Every single season people keep on changing I don't know the reason why it's like this Crying out and screaming like dying out and bleeding right until I wake up scared as shit Did you mean it did you mean it When you said you love me did you mean it Did you mean it did you mean it When you said you love me did you mean it