I only have
Myself to abhor
I'm a waste of space
I don't wanna be here anymore
Sick of keeping score
Everything I did
I don't wanna be remembered for
Forgive me cause I can't
Ever see myself forgetting any fucking thing
Cause the poison can't be bled
Even if I try my best to take away the sting
Inflicting pain to every single person I've tried to adore
I'd urge myself so passively to change what I can't anymore
My hands contort and reach my back
I brush a knife to draw a map
Of places I can never see
The peace that I can never have
Cause I only have
I only have
I only have myself
Myself to abhor
I'm a waste of space
I don't wanna be here anymore
Sick of keeping score
Everything I did
I don't wanna be remembered for
Forgive me cause I can't
Ever see myself forgetting any fucking thing (I can't see myself)
Cause the poison can't be bled
Even if I try my best to take away the sting
I only have