You know I can do it often
Killed it and I made the coffin
Cheat the game like Lori Loughlin
Ya baby girl is spoiled rotten
I had to sweat a couple toxins
I had to get the deluxe option
Arab kids are hella awesome
Fuck all of the racist nonsense
Tried to paint me as a monster
Tried to paint me as a goner
Tried to make me to a martyr
Guess I really am a monster
Where do I begin
How about the fact that racist homies always win
How about the fact that my skin is shit-colored
The words I remember still give me some deep trouble
Homies gonna act like they didn't hear nada
I guess that's the same shit that goes on in Gaza
Cant you hear the screams man
Listen to these little kids begging us for freedom
Couldn't believe what I was seeing
Grew up with too many demons
Guess the whole time I was dreaming
Thinking that they saw the real me
But they saw a Palestinian
Hated me because I'm different
And I wouldn't listen when they said I wasn't gifted
I was on too many hit lists
Told em stack up to my litmus
Woke up and the world was screaming
Woke up and my name was bleeding
Don't know how I still believed in
God enough to keep on breathing
Almost took my fucking life
Etika was fucking right
Watched his last vid plenty times
Wish my guy was still alive
Why do all the good ones hide
Until their pain intensifies
And they become incentivized to end it at whatever price
I am not the savior
I am just a manger
Here to take the danger
Here to take as many shots as I can take before I rot
And leave the world a better place for any Arab kid who bought that they were just an afterthought
You are not a terrorist, they say that cause they scared of us, they wanna own our heritage
You are really special
There are only some of us
Tried to take the sun from us
And plant all of these guns on us
I am just a weapon
I am just a legend
Shoutout Donny G and kids
When I was in college I saw honesty in lyric vids
Jazz was my first love
Took it hella serious
Started feeling therapeutic writing under Jirias
But I started losing sight exactly what the difference is
Now I'm kinda missing things
Waking up in random places
Said I'm acting differently
I just want some variation
Now he cant get rid of me
How long can we live adjacent?
But you know I can do it often
Killed it and I made the coffin
Cheat the game like Lori Loughlin
Ya baby girl is spoiled rotten
I had to sweat a couple toxins
I had to get the deluxe option
Arab kids are hella awesome
Fuck all of the racist nonsense
Tried to paint me as a monster
Tried to paint me as a goner
Tried to make me to a martyr
Guess I really am a monster