It was a new feel Getting to know you A clear mind And you know I miss it so much (The ground wet from snow) Memories of unknown elation Yet my insecurity's a firm integration Yeah, I'm still the same wreck Writing songs doesn't help my case When I'm focused on a feeling that has gone away I mean, I was nervous and you were too I'm comfortable for the most part and I'm good with you I'm good with you I have an old fear that continues to haunt me I thought commitment would kill it I guess not I guess not I tell myself I'm gonna act different but Situations arise, I still act the same (I wish I could change) I stay stagnant but the seasons change I'm still bitter but you love the same For you I'll try for a better day I don't deserve all the things you say I stay stagnant but the seasons change I'm still bitter but you love the same For you I'll try for a better day I don't deserve all the things you say