Helped me see past all the darkness it was killing me
All these bad thoughts, they were stealin me
Away from the light that I meant to see
But I be turning them off on myself
Changing the topic like it's wrong for my health
Got no visible problems they all keeping stealth
Burnt few bridges all for mental wealth
Paint you the villain as you kiss and tell on me
All for the music or so I say
Is it relapsing if we talk every day
Must camouflage turn red flags to gray
I bet you didn't notice
Who could've thought I would get like this
Count your luck cause I found some bravery
Nobility on a young boys dish
I could close my eyes still my shots won't miss
Life became a toxic mist
Got too deep into demon time therapy
Being alone became such a mish
The comfort zone that I thought I'd miss
Got a good balance
She ain't the baddest
But my sadness heals
Was livin off madness
Like I planned this
But got stranded here
We got high standards here
Sometimes we slip up here
Are we talking bout looks or personality we need understanding here
On BC so I'm hitting it raw
Search hard still couldn't find flaws
Are we building one of those when we walk in the room
All the people turn around in awe
A side dish, the entree, full nowadays, on coleslaw
Her love became my coup de grace
Never thought ever be
With someone instead of being alone
With you, I'd rather be
Found my everything
Used to be the only thing that matters to me
Now she matters to me
Never thought ever be
With someone instead of being alone.
With you, I'd rather be
Found my everything
Used to be the only thing that matters to me
Now she matters to me
Who could've thought I would get like this
Count your luck cause I found some bravery
Nobility on a young boys dish
I could close my eyes still my shots won't miss
Life became a toxic mist
Got too deep into demon time therapy
Being alone became such a mish
The comfort zone that I thought I'd miss
Who could've thought I would get like this
Got this far you can thank my
Stability that's a young boys wish
I could close my eyes still my shots don't miss
I became a toxic mist
Got too deep into demon time
Being alone became such a mish
The comfort zone that I never wanna see again