If they say that ain't shit last forever they aint pray enough cause I really been trying to Do better
And I been on the bottle seven days I aint drink enough
I've been in my head for a while now never saying much
Been wishing I was dead for a while it aint happen yet
Hide it through my smile but it's really empty happiness
I ain't been outside I don't really care what's happening
Cut off all my friends never riding in the back again
And if I'm gonna slide I be running up the bag again
I've been at the bottom and I'm never going back again
Got over my problems got away and now I'm back again
Really had nothing now a nigga really having it a nigga had nothing now I'm having shit
Got over my ex and then I started all this rapping shit
Got over the next and started popping now they want me I aint stopping till the capping End
Piss me off and ima drop another never love again
Say it with my soul and I aint dissing nobody
I've been a loner all my life I aint missing nobody
I know it hurt for me to say
But I don't wanna be a player now I got a new bitch and I aint even going to hide it
I don't really like to talk that's really why I stay quiet
Don't mistake it for being weak cause I aint scared of no violence
If I die before my momma tell her I was the problem and if I ever lose my daddy ima lay Right beside him
Been out the streets for a minute now
I've been on the rise niggas trying to knock my spirt down
Voices in my head really trying to bring the killers out
I ain't showed emotions since the day I let my feelings out
I've been out the struggle like a nigga really chilling now
I've been on some hustle shit
Richer everyday I'm on some got it off the muscle out my bubble out of trouble shit
Really been emotionless
People I was closest with I don't talk to most of them
Two niggas did me dirty wish I would have murdered both of them
That shit made me humble learned to stay out that drama
If it wasn't for the business would of been changed all my numbers up
Don't hit up my phone cause I remember you aint give a fuck
Been bringing my niggas up
We finally winning one
Been getting my numbers up and popping hella bottles like we twenty-one
Can't get in my section if you look like you aint been in one
Can't count up my paper if you look like you aint getting none
I don't know what's better living life or never living one
On the grind forever
And ima talk my shit and spit my verses like a reverend
And they say money evil I've been speaking to the devil nigga
Life will bury you I had to come out with a shovel nigga
I can take a thousand cash and flip it make it double nigga
How I turn something out of nothing really puzzles niggas
Remember I was starving now its steak up in the oven nigga
I've been out the streets for a minute now
I've been on the rise niggas trying to knock my spirt down
Voices in my head really trying to bring the killers out
I ain't showed emotions since the day I let my feelings out
I've been out the struggle like a nigga really chilling now