I blame myself for all the things I left unsaid And all the writing's on the walls I feel that I set myself up for failure but never figured out This hollow advice I stopped believing in the words I couldn't finalize Believe, I can't be there alone again But I'll just hold myself back Believe, I can't be there alone again It's settled I'm settling back into all my old ways Its better than broken, and sometimes that's all we need So helplessly we suspend, I'm overthinking this over and over again Delighted, we'll all feel lost well who knows? But it won't make a difference We'll never make a difference Well I've been thinking of ways to hide, disappear but still be alive So tell me what you think, was it worth it? Over and over again and again so will you trace the lines, or will you just pretend? So helplessly we suspend, I'm overthinking this over and over again Delighted, we'll all feel lost well who knows? But it won't make a difference We'll never make a difference Just save yourself cause I can't believe What's left? Left for me? I never said I never wanted all of this Let's let the chemicals collide