Waking up
To finally realize
Not where I want to be
But this has always been my life
Drawing lines
And I just can't decide
If I crossed them
So I just keep changing sides
Make my way out of my bed
There's a voice inside my head
Telling me to sleep instead
I can't stop wishing I was
Find a way
To make it through the day
I keep telling myself
That I'll be ok
And if you care
Can you promise you'll be there
Cause I can't promise that I'll always be here
I am constantly in
Understand
That I can't Comprehend
This conversation's going nowhere in my head
I live for you
And I just can't abuse
The way you love me
So I'll just keep living in these shoes
There's a pain inside my chest
Feels like I'm wasting every breath
And I constantly feel stressed
I can't stop wishing I was
Find a way
To make it through the day
I keep telling myself
That I'll be ok
And if you care
Can you promise you'll be there
Cause I can't promise that I'll always be here
I am constantly in
Find a way
To make it through the day
I keep telling myself
That I'll be ok
And if you care
Can you promise you'll be there
Cause I can't promise that I'll always be here
I am constantly in
I wish you well
As I slowly kill myself
But as long as you still love me
I'll keep living in this hell