Tell mom and dad I'm sorry
For everything this has to be
Because this time I'm not coming back
I'm as empty as this bottle
So fill me up with sorrow
Keep a memory of me
Bring it with you in your dreams
Remember the time we lost our shoes
Walked home barefoot nothing to lose
You needed me I was right here
I won't be there so don't shed a tear
Twenty years went by so fast
I'm running out of faith
But you knew I wouldn't last so I
Stare at a Flower to watch it grow
My heart turns black and cold as snow
Tried to hold on to let it go
So let me go
I'm black and white but you're just gray
I'm wasting time you're wasting away
I can't stand what's happening to you
You're just a shade imitating blue
I wish I could find the words
Then you would never have to hurt
I try to tell you what you're worth
Can't see the good you feel the worse
I hope you can make it through this
Then maybe one day find that bliss
Heavy thoughts lead to broken necks
And the weight of the world is on your back
Stare at a Flower to watch it grow
My heart turns black and cold as snow
Tried to hold on to let it go
So let me go
I know you're looking for safety
But lately you can't save me
My only enemy
Is in the mirror looking straight back at me
I wish you would understand
I'm just the dust lost in the sand
The rope you tossed slipped through my hands
And I'm too far down to come up again
Stare at a Flower to watch it grow
My heart turns black and cold as snow
Tried to hold on to let it go
So let me go
Stare at the sun till it burns out
Don't understand what this is about
We'll watch the stars fall from the sky
You waste away but just get by