It's me optimistic
It's me I'm a cynic
It's me in the flesh
It's me I'm a wreck
It's me I'm authentic
It's me apathetic
It's me condescending
It's me I'm pretending
I'm pretending to be
Something I'm not
My mind is on loop
I can't turn it off
Fighting and fighting
Yet I still reprieve
As I clasp to nothing
And let go of dreams
I can't stand the mirror
And I'm losing sleep
I can't seem to stand
What I'm becoming
The older I get
The more my scars last
You wear a smile
I'll wear a mask
To come back together when falling apart
Resolve realize you can always restart
I'm quickly learning we never grow up
We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up
It's me fight for something
It's me feeling nothing
It's me I'm ambitious
It's me I'm malicious
It's me I am manic
It's me in a panic
It's me put together
It's me I am severed
From late nights and black outs
And I'm seeing red
Wake up confused
Then I only repent
I have to remember
To try to forget
My unanswered questions
And face me regret
To find where I'm lost
Then try to get out
Live in the past
Not see the now
Hold onto nothing
When I'm heading south
I can't stand the future
Cause I'm drenched in doubt
You fight for something
I'll fight my way out
To come back together when falling apart
Resolve realize you can always restart
I'm quickly learning we never grow up
We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up
To find out the reason
Where this all began
Forget who I was
Find out who I am
Finding a reason
To make something last
Try to fight for something
Let go of the past
To hold onto nothing
When you lost it all
Beg for forgiveness
And not feel resolve
Not live in the moment
But watch through the glass
You fight for something
Cause I'm fading fast
You wear a smile
To come back together when falling apart
Then pick up the pieces of my broken heart
I'm quickly learning we never grow up
We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up