Thought by eight months that I'd be better By now, I'd have it together That I'd left the worst behind But late at night I start to remember All the times you told me forever Just to leave without a fight All of the sleepless nights Scared that I'll never find Someone that loved me and touched me like you I can't believe that I still want ya While I'm here in California Thought by now that I'd be getting over you You broke my heart way back in August It's been too long, I don't want this Feels like everything still leads me back to you Back to you You, you Leads me back to you Leads me back to Drunk nights, you were all that I cared for And that drive taking you to the airport Why did you tell me you'd come back? You ruined dating and going out And I can't stay in without spiraling out Think I'm one drink away from calling you now All of the sleepless nights Scared that I'll never find Someone that loved me and touched me like you I can't believe that I still want ya While I'm here in California Thought by now that I'd be getting over you You broke my heart way back in August It's been too long, I don't want this Feels like everything still leads me back to you Back to you You, you Leads me back to you Back to you You (to you) You (to you) Leads me back to you