Look through my eyes You can see where my thoughts reside I'm sick of trying to hide that my mind is a place where the sun don't shine You can try to speak on my state of mind It's a familiar face I've been trying to find But in the end, who's a friend when in my head the whole world's gone blind Mask the sun in shame The shadows and I are one in the same Mask the sun in shame I don't think that this well ever go away Summer's always dark. What's it like to be free What's it like to feel safe in your own skin I was curious to see what's inside So I've been digging into flesh Let's see how far I can go I think I struck bone What I saw inside I didn't want to see cause in the end it just reminded me of me Seasons come and go but summer's always dark It's fucking pitch black How can I move on? I don't think that this will ever go away How can I move on when hope is always Hell to me Suffering and pain still deeply engrained No sign of recovery Tattered, torn, and ugly Swallow me whole Falling so deep as you reap what you sow