Don't let me waste away I made an oath to the earth For every little mistake and every broken promise I'm only a coward to those I've hurt Remember me with tears in my eyes And this was never about you I thought I had nothing left to lose Loss, is all that I know while I reap From the sadness I sow to be a Forgotten memory To be unwanted misery for those Dear to me Bury me along the lines of disaster I have nothing left to give Because of me, you were never meant to stay Days of gray, that summer died in me When I lay my head to rest, you Remain in my dreams As I only create nightmares of my life You took a piece of me, fuck Disgusted in myself for the things I didn't do The time I never cherished When I lay my head to rest