How do I reconcile My love for life and that I'll Do what it takes to see The darkest part of me She stands beside alone Once was a part now I am whole Within myself contained Can I release her from the pain? When my thoughts Are limited To focusing only on things that concern me So either you burn me or you get burnt And I want And I will take And either you get it and make me regret it Or you will learn Pay your debt For the pact You wanted bliss You'll have to pay for this Feel despair It's only fair You took her world And now you'll burn This is the price you pay For having it your way This is the price you pay For leading her astray Please don't look away I have a right for you to stay There is a price I pay For the way I am today This mind is not for free It comes with blurred reality Sense of futility Focus, blur, line, memory, pain, look, see the real enemy Focus, blur, line, memory, pain, look, see the real enemy Focus, blur, line, memory, pain, look, see the real enemy Focus, blur, line, memory, pain, look See the real enemy This is the price you pay For having it your way This is the price you pay For leading her astray This is the price you pay For looking only in This is the price you pay For not giving in And then I see myself And my reflections in the water They're pulling me in And then I see myself And my reflections in the water They're pulling me in And now I am drowning I can't seem to find myself And now I am falling I can't see a way out Now I am gone For never giving in