I find it hard to breathe in the same air these days I'm struggling to find sleep Now knowing that the same fear still lurks within me When the lights go out And I cant seem to shake this pain in my chest Knowing that one day all that will remain of us Are memories through soft spoken tongues Returning to ash or restarting a cycle Bloom or fall Bloom or fall For as long as I've remembered I've always been the lucky one Bleeding flowers from my gums Now there's a thorn in my tongue The only thing I've ever known was torn from my reach Now the roses from my skull are wilting I'm struggling to breathe I only wanted to break the blue But I'm struggling I'm struggling to pull through Help me understand why I feel this way I wanted to clear my conscience Be free from pain Tear my roots apart Free me from myself Tear my roots apart Tear my thorns out too Don't let me rot with my thoughts And I pick each petal at a time What I'd give to rest with you once again Don't leave me here Out in the cold Don't let me wilt Don't let me wilt Just a flower left Out in the cold (Out in the cold) I deserve more than this And so did you my dear But rot together or rot apart We'll both decay One petal at a time One petal at a time