If I had a life to call my own
I'm not by myself but I'm alone
Don't got it all figured out
I'm not who I know don't know myself
Forgot about it for this week
Tryna sleep forget me, all of me
Woke up remember
Falling off from my center of gravity
This cant, can't be, couldn't last for a lifetime
It's bad must be not something that I've tried
A little sad but it had to be
Cause I'm so sick of masking
My life for a tragedy
Oh but it's starting again
No I won't let it happen again
They said it's all in my head
And where else would it be instead
Was just a girl thought she was in love
Heart broke it turned her to a slut
Was just a boy wanted to feel trust
Heart broke it turned him to a fuck boy
And it's late cause we party too much
Next day I might just wanna give up
Been fake felt hate and now I'm just drunk
Just great like where'd the time go
Cause I'm so sick of masking
My life for a tragedy
Oh but it's starting again
No I won't let it happen again
They said it's all in my head
And where else would it be instead
Oh but it's starting again
No I won't let it happen again
They said it's all in my head
And where else would it be instead