Oh I said I stayed inside Yeah I said I stayed inside Through the day and night But I just can't hide from you Oh I said I stayed inside Yeah I said I stayed inside Through the day and night But I just can't hide from you I said I stayed inside But hiding wasn't on the menu Got me worried bout messages I no longer send you Got me worried bout work Saying I might suspend you Feel like myself Is the only person I don't pretend too Cos I keep asking for help But they don't understand What it means to want more Than just a couple of grand I know there's more to this Than the pen in my hand But the love was getting washed away Like water and sand And it ain't even autumn but damn I'm feeling colder than an addict Robbing people for grams Even colder than the influencers Up on the gram Photoshopping till they drop Into a world of fake fans In a way I didn't wanna go back Although the pain hurt worse Than it did in the flat I'm lost in limbo with a pen and a pad I'm really wishing you were here But it's not given me that I'm really wishing you were here But it's not given me that