I've been lost for a minute where you gone? Summer nights feeling like the only one Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun All these clouds are getting heavy Paper cuts all on my thumb The white walls in my room keep my locked in A lost kid Tryna fix his life with a cross stitch Gone with the fairies is what they used to say to him Every time it happened Little cuts would wound him razor thin Eventually would be in his mind until the day begins The anxious preminitions Shaping everything they say to him Little did they know Young Yusuf saw the bigger picture He had a talent with the scripture They tried to put him in a box And fill it up with liquor Only way out was to drown Or think of something quicker Than the rest of em Pressure tested em Especially the testosterone filled testaments Telling him to live this way And never question em Tension rose the rose petals On his plants as he said to em Stop it we don't want it Trust me we know Forgot about you and the green Just like I'm CeeLo So now you know if you see me and I seem low The young yellow Neo Star sign says Leo Just tryna make music for your car stereo And I don't really care if its a Benz or Clio Gotta shout out to Mukbang 3 stacks And if you don't like it You can mind your own bees wax Cos now im seeing clearer Vision 2020 Turned 21 anyone wanna spare a penny? Or some subtle inspiration at this station Went for a coffee then forever left me waiting Maybe yellows tryna tell me stay away from it You know you won't always get the answers Stop debating it Just use the lessons that you learn And keep making swift sonnets for the stage Cos you're happy when you're facing it So keep facing it I've been lost for a minute where you gone Summer nights feeling like the only one Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun All these clouds are getting heavy Paper cuts all on my thumb Ive been lost for a minute where you gone Summer nights feeling like the only one Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun All these clouds are getting heavy Paper cuts all on my thumb Hopefully the next step is gonna take me closer Feelings often bottled up like carbonated soda Analytic anarchy expressed as I get older Arbitrary anecdotes combine to fill the hole up But I'm still dwelling on the past I think about you every day It's like I'm living in a trance Forever trapped inside a game Even when it makes me smile I always hang my head in shame All I wanted was some love But now I'm trapped inside a cage Wish I was aware from the first day Always made it worse With the words and a hurt face Meeting blue always thinking of the worse case Showing all my feelings Got me worried now for her sake So I just stay in my room and keep writing Working on my music making sure I keep surviving Where the pressure builds up It gets kinda frightening I'm relying on the music so my mind keeps fighting I've been lost for a minute where you gone Summer nights feeling like the only one Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun All these clouds are getting heavy Paper cuts all on my thumb I've been lost for a minute where you gone Summer nights feeling like the only one Writing letters while I'm praying for some sun All these clouds are getting heavy Paper cuts all on my thumb