Give a check to a girl that's your girl, is that money well spent
Give it back to the people, want it all for myself
They say its evil, weak to temptation
I've seen it and been it, but now im just fiendish
I spend it spend it however I want
Whatever I want, whoever I want
I kept it all up, I never did fold
I'll tell you my story, but you might get cold
The horrors and chills, the lies and the thrills
The nightmares that be, the pain that I feel
I kept it all real
I kept it all real
In my mind I've been dreaming, in my mind I've been scheming
On my life every night, do I mean it mean it
Posses my brain, let it flow to my head
On my life, some say I was dead
Guess I'm left, in a void
Full of noise, full of hits
Full of toys, full of schemes
Full of woes, full of hoes
All the time
On my grind, on my mind
All the lies, I can see through the lies
Into your mind, through time
Flying solo
All the time
All the time yeah
Shit get's confusing, drugs they was using
Recreational still means you are choosing
I'm tired of refusing, i let it all go
Two sides are amusing like Janos you know
Police love accusing but I'm just cruising through life diffusing abusing
Abuse me I'm bruising amusing, you stay in your bubble
You dont know struggle but imma pop it
I won't stop I just cop they just copy
I just drop
They act so sensitive there tears all sloppy
Your girl like a disc she's very floppy
Imma go asap time to go rocky
Like a horse with no jockey no stick no hockey
Acting all cocky acting all cool
I've seen the what's real I've seen the truth it's kinda oozing
All of this that I am producing
All of my energy you are consuming
Imma need coolin, gonna die rich
Bury me here in a gold grave