The falls tough, further down it gets tougher
The top is never what it seems, still I've always wondered
To know what it could it all mean, on a low
Writing down my thoughts, and they won't ever know
My pain, I won't let it show
They don't what's next, so they wanna assume
Been getting views, I get through the blues
They hear my tunes, and I'm confused
First they hate now they're showing love
I used to care bout what say, I guess I'm growing up
Got no distractions so I take a shot and it fill up
The hours turn in into minutes
What is life, just wanna live it up
Feeling cut, it's been rough
I've been down, singing with the sundown
Stressed, so I smoke and I'm not waiting on the come down
I'm the beginning and the end like the king of time
I don't own a dictionary cause I'm undefined
Hit it from the back you best get in line
I'm in tune with the moon and the sun rise
I'm just counting every second like I've got time
The truth is written under lies lemme underline
Redefine
Over time, I hope to cross the t and dot the i
Thunder crackles, lighting unbuckles my shackles, getting even With the odds
But I never ever bet cus the fun stopped i ain't coming back
Dont back track here me out while I speak on that
I been tryna tell you this but you said
Look
Waking up every morning Isn't that great
World's locked off can't even see my mates
He used to smash baddies now he smashes plates
Lion king on ice but I'm on rollerskates
Here and now i'm the head of state
The state of mind, is believing what ain't real all the time
Roller coasting, I ain't coasting, I ain't breaking. I am ghosting
That's all it took
So I just dont exist
I've been missing bits, I'm my own worst enemy
But most of my Friends are fake then they are frenemies
There the worst
Always running out for cover cause
You don't know how it works
Say you never want a lover cause a partner is a curse
One thing lead to another cause perception is key
Now you know how it feels to be me
I try not to make mistakes cus there's nothing to hide behind
Other then me myself and maybe i
Im searching for something because you can't see the bigger picture
We were told to read between the lines