If my heart tore
Or if it cracked on the floor
And made me fall on all fours
And my demons locked all the doors
And told me to peel the skin I wore
And set it on fire with a lit torch
I bet I wouldn't feel the pain or scorch
Cause my numbness been froze
Since I was 4 when I was told
That dad will be outside in
About 3 or four
So I waited at the door
And the only father
That came was time
And he never wasted mine
Instead he took it
And told me that
Everything would be fine
And so I'm still waiting
Cause with all the voices
In my mind it still feels like a lie
Lately I been
Lost in what's probably the same season
That Floyd lost his life in
Police on him like pythons
Killings, with bodies that enter
Heaven with Angels that do unfist them
And tell them stop fighting
All in all I'm a rotten kid
I ain't in it with tight lips
Imma fall till I stand it tall
I know failures a hyphen
I seen God with some alcohol
It's a bottle beside him
It's a step then another step
That you take towards light kid
Thank the mayor my writing
Trust I won't play you I'm trying
I was crisis 02 in tanks
Thats declining deep in the submarine's
In voyage with fears thats
Deep in my lineage odyssey
Honestly
I was treating horribly by friends
Once in first year
I learnt the route of modesty
Will take something from you
It came hard to me
Forestry, seen botany derail some
My father's eyes
Apart of me- rhetorically
A metaphors for sodomy
Your body that the lord took
A son that the courts took
A daughter that the courts took from you
Nothing new here
The world repeats things
Autumn falls in my path
And just won't leave
I'm the only loose thread
In these knitted seams
Took a stroll with heavy lungs
And was left bruised by the concrete
Man's demands takes a soul
And tries to weaken my knees
I watch the devil dance
And sweep you off'ya feet
But I'm in hopes time grants you amnesty
Even though I barely catch your plans
Or give a Glimpse of me
I could watch the moon phase
And travel seven seas
Let time fold my bones
And rest my weary knees
But the sun's harshest kiss
Could never leave me weak
Could never leave me weak