Waking up past 3:00, whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window 'bout to make my eyes bleed
I've been doing the same shit for the past five weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
I'm just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel, I'm exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic, stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while I'm praying it won't leave me unresponsive
God
I can't never ever slip
Bunch of condolences ain't something I can settle with
Long climb to the top, I'm hanging off from Everest
I can never stop, 'cause it's scary with the drop
And I been through a lot, ugh, more than they ever did
Would've been serving time, they just couldn't find the evidence
Staring through the blinds while I scramble for my medicine
Chasing after highs, for the moments when the pressure lift
Shit, can I fix it?
Dark and light still fighting, I feel the friction
Fighting with addiction, friends saying I'm switching
Staging interventions, I can't motherfucking quit
'Cause I can't take no intermission
Always keep going
Money longer, and my problems only keep growing
Taking a toll on my mind and my soul
But I'm a fucking soldier, gotta keep with the motion, ayy
These drugs ain't working
Can't go deeper, I been stuck on top the surface
Head like a hole, bitch, I feel my soul burning
Got me questioning everything like, "What's my purpose?"
I need some soul-searching
I need to figure out the plan on the bigger picture
On some shit I don't understand
Gotta stay committed
Can't ever break or ever bend
Blood stains on my hands as I walk to the promised land, huh
Waking up past 3:00, whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window 'bout to make my eyes bleed
I've been doing the same shit for the past five weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
I'm just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel, I'm exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic, stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while I'm praying it won't leave me unresponsive
God