As I try to get out of this headspace, I remembered your dead face As they took pictures and lingered for minutes that seemed like hours And from the top of my city's highest points I looked down upon these towers And wondered if I jumped if I'd end up with you buried beneath dead flowers Because I haven't come and visited seen or been since the funeral Because reluctance is my human fault I keep these feelings locked up in this vault Because everyday I grow more cold Everyday I grow more cold And if you ask me, I am in no way sold on the idea That there are ghosts and there are souls But one day I'll die and maybe I'll know But until then I'll love what's close to home That is my friends, that is my home Goodbye, My selfish lover Refuse me, abuse me I'm not sorry for moving on I'm moving on from you And I wished you well, you said goodbye We're just a moment A moment in time I've got the taste of your bad love now And it lingers on my tongue I'm not sorry for moving on I'm moving on from you And I wished you well And you said goodbye