To begin, it's taken me too long Continuing, knowing I was wrong It's used to be, I only would ignore What did I defend all of that for Dream up, dash off Impress, collapse Unrest, obsessed I'm not hopeless Why, couldn't I be less confused Even to think I was okay It was harder to see what was true I will never do things the same I'm telling you, it got to me for sure Looking back I live without a cure Take it in, it's part of what I own I recall the thoughts would not let go. Dream up, dash off Impress, collapse Unrest, obsessed I'm not hopeless Why, couldn't I be less confused Even to think I was okay It was harder to see what was true I will never do things the same Couldn't I be less confused Even to think I was okay It was harder to see what was true I will never do things the same