Wake up in a rage within
Race to the bathroom crazed again
Turn the tap on splash my face and then
Hit the sack with a pack of Temazepam
Deep in the black pits of darkness
Demons attack my subconscious
So I breathe in relax and be calm
But I can't even do that cuz I'm haunted
Too scared to fall back asleep so
I called Charlie rack up and reload
Took a brisk walk to lap up the breeze
In no time I went from jacked up to deep hole
Stay awake don't fade away
Keep an eyelid raised til the day's ablaze
Even if each eyelid weighs a kg
Blink and they feel like razor blades
I can't take more nightmares like this
When the light wears thin and the night hits
I'm blinded with no life inside
So terrified with no might to fight this
More pain as I'm breathing in
Like a knife in my chest that's seeping in
I'm gonna lay down under the rain outside
And never dream again
Tell me you understand it
Have you been bound in stone
Have you been dumped and stranded
Tell me you've been down this road
The time has come it's right now
To rise above on white clouds
Tell me you understand
Just tell me that I'm not alone
Man truth hurts
I'm starved and damned like rats in a god damn sewer
A decade on the bongs and booze
My heads in the fog I nod and spew up
No sign of light in the distance
Nightmares have ripened to sickness
Half dead living a life in the pits
I guess I better sink a pint with some biscuits
Six nights no sleep at all
Under street lights so weak I crawl
Kiss the ground and I can't feel my knees or palms
Eat a handful of Val's no peace or calmness
Clean this dirty brain
Release me from this world of pain
I feel trapped like I'm Hell's prisoner in chains
Swirling in my skull there's a hurricane
Block out the rage once again
Drift off into space blunt in hand
Fuck am I asleep or blazed up I can't tell
Every time I dream I wake up in damn Hell
I'm in a maze and my days are doomed
I need ways to escape the gloom
Before I wake up crazed in a room insane
I'll vacate with a blade then I'll lay in a tomb
Tell me you understand it
Have you been bound in stone
Have you been dumped and stranded
Tell me you've been down this road
The time has come it's right now
To rise above on white clouds
Tell me you understand
Just tell me that I'm not alone
Tell me you understand it
Have you been bound in stone
Have you been dumped and stranded
Tell me you've been down this road
The time has come it's right now
To rise above on white clouds
Tell me you understand
Just tell me that I'm not alone
These dreams are taking over
But they won't defeat this soldier
Like a Kamikaze I am ready to explode
Blown up into smithereens
No luck see I'm still a fiend
I better own up to my destiny
I don't bluff you won't get the best of me
Ha! I'm back to regain my strength
I'll tackle the greatest length
And I won't look back til my days have ended
Open up a note pad kill the pain with ink
Now I can't get this rhyme to drop
Uh This sucks my mind is locked
And I'm stuck, stuck with this writer's block
Like I need to be struck with a lightning shock, duck
I just wanna wipe the shit
And write these lines with a rhyme that hits
And connects with a soul who's life is like this
You tell me who's life is like this